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Scene Kid Memoirz

by Alluce

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1.
We fell in love in october but I died in september We fell in love in october but I died in september Empty eyes, desolate solemn skies Advertise what life cannot surmise Locked in syndrome, I miss you love Shut out all you remind me of Empty eyes, desolate solemn skies Advertise what life cannot surmise Micturator: Please don't hate me if I can't remember Cerebral sulfation, mind is fractured ya
2.
Tear your flesh and feed it salt Know you won't testify Improvised penectomy Leave you in agony Revenge ain't hard to bring Leave your fantasies I know that time will heal all wounds but am I just supposed to sit and wait? until it slowly fades away I know you've been waiting I won't stand around and wait until you do this shit again I'm gon show you what it's like to get a bullet in the brain Can't believe a thing so simple would be so misunderstood Now you get the fate I should've knew you would Murder all your abusers God knows they won't be missed Improvised penectomy Life ain't all cherries
3.
Erase my inner self, I don't want it Let the memories pass through my remains How do you move on when your safety net is torn Bugs are crawling all through what is left Decompose me, freedom to thee Take back what you have given, it's no use Decompose me, freedom to thee Seems as though we doomed ourselves from the start Get the fuck out of my head Get the fuck out of my DMs Empty eyes, nothing is real
4.
I will not forgive and I will sure as hell not fucking forget I will not forgive and I will sure as hell not fucking forget Please don't leave me here I'll do anything Didn't sign up for this I will not forgive and I will sure as hell not fucking forget I will not forgive and I will sure as hell not fucking forget Please don't leave me here I'll do anything Didn't sign up for this Please don't leave me here I'll do anything Didn't sign up for this Get the fuck out of my head Get the fuck out of my head Get the fuck out of my head You're not welcome here Or anywhere near anyone
5.
I'm ripping my eyes out My heart is pounding, one with the machine Everything weighs on top yet it never Crumbles down ending my fucking pain Born from a need for physical things, fuck Heroes die and legends cry but time can't erase our lust for power, power, power, greed My life of pain torment will never come to an end Thanks to these capitalist dreams of endless productivity so Plug me in, plug me in, end all life, end all life, swim in cash, plug me in Plug me into your greed Ignore the calls unseen Begin your choice of need And end your humanity Rip this shit out Rip this shit out cause fuck it we might as well live once
6.
bottom surgery: Vomit, spiral, tired, into the dark I collapse, viral, vile, needle punctures Trials never wanted, fucking endure I’m helpless, disgust, fractured, truly impure Misery manifests in a millisecond Now I know that i’ll never get to heaven Take a deep breath, do you know where your prayers are sent? I’m sitting, fists clenched waiting for Dear god help me, set me free Believe me, dear god help me Set me free, believe me I don’t think you’re brave enough To walk the path I walk I don’t think I’m pure enough To gain salvation Grip loosens as the sentence ends My eyes gloss over, goodbye, make amends No prayers for me, never heaven sent I wish I never took this all for granted No heaven, no rest No peace in death
7.
Putrifuckfest Violence for the sake of violence, this world is not human Putrid fucking creatures are formed from our wasted guts Horrid abomination, corrupted ex-human forms Consume the flesh of the omniscient all deceivers Eat rich "people" Putrifuckfest 3000 Centipedes: Sanguine pools coalesce with neon waste A new being birthed from trash Mutant divinity questioned by god I throw myself into what was once a river
8.
Passing by, passing by Are all the days, all the time we spent together Amidst the pain is an opportunity I had lost my way Now another day Wanna say goodbye and Be fucking done with it Someone unrepentant Someone with a reason And I'll try my best before I go to hell Passing by The best revenge is living well I haven't been, and I think you can tell Someone unrepentant Someone with a reason I love you all Live the best way that you can
9.
This pain may be mortal but it feels like it won't ever fucking end Fuck it all, smoke a pack, grab a snack and sit your ass We will not ever sleep, liver hurts, don't bother me Fuck it all, smoke a pack, grab a snack and sit your ass We will not ever sleep, liver hurts, don't bother me Haven't felt a thing since college Show me what it's like to suffer This pain may be mortal but it feels like it won't ever fucking end Fuck it all, smoke a pack, grab a can and sit your ass Fuck it all, smoke a pack, grab a can and sit your ass Fuck it all, smoke a pack, grab a can and sit your ass
10.
It will never be enough Filth is crawling from every orifice Consequences crawling back to show you what it's like Like No mercy for rapists No mercy for rapists Bleh
11.
I feel as though there was something missing all along, scream this fucking song Til you get it through your head, I'll let the thoughts I've fed go along Leave it for the prologue And keep on writing til there’s no thoughts for your hand We’re losing ground to walk on So if your head still rests above water, please scream while you can This life is short and your words are in your hands I need to send all the messages that I can Share them before the candle light dims out Leave it for the prologue And keep on writing til there’s no thoughts for your hand We’re losing ground to walk on So if your head still rests above water, please scream while you can Why do the spectres keep following me Drowning in memories when I want to breathe Sound of the morning drawn out of the fog I'll lay it to rest once evening has called There's hope in the fragments of where we have been Change those moments of pain where I lived I'll carry the weight as the future unfolds Absence of guilt that was put on my door

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released February 26, 2024

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Alluce Moncton, New Brunswick

post-prog digital metal / cybergrind since 2021
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