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We fell in love in october but I died in september
We fell in love in october but I died in september
Empty eyes, desolate solemn skies
Advertise what life cannot surmise
Locked in syndrome, I miss you love
Shut out all you remind me of
Empty eyes, desolate solemn skies
Advertise what life cannot surmise
Micturator:
Please don't hate me if I can't remember
Cerebral sulfation, mind is fractured ya
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Tear your flesh and feed it salt
Know you won't testify
Improvised penectomy
Leave you in agony
Revenge ain't hard to bring
Leave your fantasies
I know that time will heal all wounds but am I just supposed to sit and wait? until it slowly fades away
I know you've been waiting
I won't stand around and wait until you do this shit again
I'm gon show you what it's like to get a bullet in the brain
Can't believe a thing so simple would be so misunderstood
Now you get the fate I should've knew you would
Murder all your abusers
God knows they won't be missed
Improvised penectomy
Life ain't all cherries
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all for nothing.
00:45
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Erase my inner self, I don't want it
Let the memories pass through my remains
How do you move on when your safety net is torn
Bugs are crawling all through what is left
Decompose me, freedom to thee
Take back what you have given, it's no use
Decompose me, freedom to thee
Seems as though we doomed ourselves from the start
Get the fuck out of my head
Get the fuck out of my DMs
Empty eyes, nothing is real
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I will not forgive and I will sure as hell not fucking forget
I will not forgive and I will sure as hell not fucking forget
Please don't leave me here
I'll do anything
Didn't sign up for this
I will not forgive and I will sure as hell not fucking forget
I will not forgive and I will sure as hell not fucking forget
Please don't leave me here
I'll do anything
Didn't sign up for this
Please don't leave me here
I'll do anything
Didn't sign up for this
Get the fuck out of my head
Get the fuck out of my head
Get the fuck out of my head
You're not welcome here
Or anywhere near anyone
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I'm ripping my eyes out
My heart is pounding, one with the machine
Everything weighs on top yet it never
Crumbles down ending my fucking pain
Born from a need for physical things, fuck
Heroes die and legends cry but time can't erase our lust for
power, power, power, greed
My life of pain torment will never come to an end
Thanks to these capitalist dreams of endless productivity so
Plug me in, plug me in, end all life, end all life, swim in cash, plug me in
Plug me into your greed
Ignore the calls unseen
Begin your choice of need
And end your humanity
Rip this shit out
Rip this shit out cause fuck it we might as well live once
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bottom surgery:
Vomit, spiral, tired, into the dark
I collapse, viral, vile, needle punctures
Trials never wanted, fucking endure
I’m helpless, disgust, fractured, truly impure
Misery manifests in a millisecond
Now I know that i’ll never get to heaven
Take a deep breath, do you know where your prayers are sent?
I’m sitting, fists clenched waiting for
Dear god help me, set me free
Believe me, dear god help me
Set me free, believe me
I don’t think you’re brave enough
To walk the path I walk
I don’t think I’m pure enough
To gain salvation
Grip loosens as the sentence ends
My eyes gloss over, goodbye, make amends
No prayers for me, never heaven sent
I wish I never took this all for granted
No heaven, no rest
No peace in death
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Putrifuckfest
Violence for the sake of violence, this world is not human
Putrid fucking creatures are formed from our wasted guts
Horrid abomination, corrupted ex-human forms
Consume the flesh of the omniscient all deceivers
Eat rich "people"
Putrifuckfest
3000 Centipedes:
Sanguine pools coalesce with neon waste
A new being birthed from trash
Mutant divinity questioned by god
I throw myself into what was once a river
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Passing by, passing by
Are all the days, all the time we spent together
Amidst the pain is an opportunity
I had lost my way
Now another day
Wanna say goodbye and
Be fucking done with it
Someone unrepentant
Someone with a reason
And I'll try my best before I go to hell
Passing by
The best revenge is living well
I haven't been, and I think you can tell
Someone unrepentant
Someone with a reason
I love you all
Live the best way that you can
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This pain may be mortal but it feels like it won't ever fucking end
Fuck it all, smoke a pack, grab a snack and sit your ass
We will not ever sleep, liver hurts, don't bother me
Fuck it all, smoke a pack, grab a snack and sit your ass
We will not ever sleep, liver hurts, don't bother me
Haven't felt a thing since college
Show me what it's like to suffer
This pain may be mortal but it feels like it won't ever fucking end
Fuck it all, smoke a pack, grab a can and sit your ass
Fuck it all, smoke a pack, grab a can and sit your ass
Fuck it all, smoke a pack, grab a can and sit your ass
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It will never be enough
Filth is crawling from every orifice
Consequences crawling back to show you what it's like
Like
No mercy for rapists
No mercy for rapists
Bleh
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I feel as though there was something missing all along, scream this fucking song
Til you get it through your head, I'll let the thoughts I've fed go along
Leave it for the prologue
And keep on writing til there’s no thoughts for your hand
We’re losing ground to walk on
So if your head still rests above water, please scream while you can
This life is short and your words are in your hands
I need to send all the messages that I can
Share them before the candle light dims out
Leave it for the prologue
And keep on writing til there’s no thoughts for your hand
We’re losing ground to walk on
So if your head still rests above water, please scream while you can
Why do the spectres keep following me
Drowning in memories when I want to breathe
Sound of the morning drawn out of the fog
I'll lay it to rest once evening has called
There's hope in the fragments of where we have been
Change those moments of pain where I lived
I'll carry the weight as the future unfolds
Absence of guilt that was put on my door
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Alluce Moncton, New Brunswick
post-prog digital metal / cybergrind since 2021
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