Mariana Depths (RGBB3BLU) | Static Ritual Recordings Remaster

by Alluce

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1.
Alive in the End 01:28
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No, why, why'd it have to end like this Myself swimming in a pool of me No, why, why'd you have to do this It's in my casket that I found the strength to live No, this can't be the end Forcing my mind awake Take hold of this life and scream Yes, I'll find a way out No shot of giving in Rise up and bathe in the sky No, never again All you have to do is look
2.
Because It's There 01:25
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Inside yourself, there's a longing for something more than what we can see I know you're struggling with affects as cold as ice, a weakened state of being What you feel could not say more about this way of life, polarized and insufficiently loved The paperman says the world is coming down in his visions and dreams, so we all must heed You're not alone, no, I see it too Behind his proclamations of doom and pestilence We'll make it through, the door is right front of you It's no philosophical mountain But we're still climbing What you feel is not a negative, channel this into your life, we can build something The man in charge asks us which side we're on, he'll be on the receiving side of justice Starting over, We won't give in
3.
Lingering (Ft. Sakura Pups) 01:36
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I don't know what'll happen in the fall I don't know if our lust will end it all Uncertainty in the scope of a generation, we're losing something and we don't know what Don't ask me when this world will fall cause it could be tomorrow or never at all There's a wicked stress in the air Gunpowder lingers in your head Mother nature screams to the dead Can we live past this generation? Living inside our own heads, reality takes a back seat Now that you're stuck inside this dark room, you can be afraid of anything, anything We all fall down Ashes to assets Rose through concrete cracks Rise like molten earth Stutter through pain Panes of glass shatter Quaking and terror skies Devil men terrorize Nothing is sacred We’re all up for grabs Reaching for penance Picking at the scabs Scripture won’t save you Damned if you don’t do What plague works tell you to What monsters men will be
4.
Eyes Like An Ocean, Heart Like A Knife (Ft. Sleeping On Stardust) 02:22
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Looking at yourself, you cannot speak of the forbidden thoughts you resigned to the back of your mind Enigma Speaking to you, my mind obsesses over nullifying the things that you wanted to hide Shame filled life The people around you will suffer and your stubbornness will make sure that you die on this stupid pretty hill Human ignorance may give you love but it's not real Eyes like these REMEMBER ME Eyes like these REMEMBER MY FACE Why would you trade your soul An entire life torn to shreds Why can't we Leave the days of Looking at yourself, you cannot speak of the forbidden thoughts you resigned to the back of your mind Enigma Speaking to you, my mind obsesses over nullifying the things that you wanted to hide Shame filled life Looking into the mirror, no other options but to give you all I have, please, just for one last chance oh Mariana you're so pretty, won't you share some inner peace with me, your local suffering freak oh All these voices commanding me Carry over the weight of this flesh Every ounce on the scale of god Feed me envy and greed of the fall I won't take this anymore, your victim complex Running around destroying worlds like a hurricane I fell for you once but your spell won't work again Your eyes are like on ocean, your heart is like a knife tearing me to shreds again Your eyes are like on ocean, your heart is like a knife tearing me to shreds again
5.
5. A World, Dark and Cold 02:21
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Imagine yourself Bathing in cold thoughts No warmth, feeble mind dazed across The maze, insulate I'm awake at night, I'm awake at night dead I'm asleep at day, I'm asleep at my wake I slept through my days, and I'm asleep at Night turns into days of misremembered Thoughts of emptiness of form consuming This darkness is waiting to kill me Imagine yourself Bathing in cold thoughts No warmth, feeble mind dazed across The maze, insulate
6.
Dust 01:49
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I turn to dust I turn to dust I turn to dust I turn to dust I turn to dust I turn to dust I won't take a piece of my soul out just to fit to your world I'm my own motherfucking person with my own hopes and dreams I won't sit in a house that fucking takes everything and lobotomizes I turn to dust Take a piece of my soul out just to fit to your world I'm my own motherfucking person with my own hopes and dreams I won't sit in a house that fucking takes everything and lobotomizes I turn to dust (incoherent)
7.
the first day of the end of my life (Ft. livelivid) 00:38
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The body from my past is blurry like the future The present moment looks like blood soaked sutures If no one turns their ears on and blankets feel like chains What the fuck can I say in my darkest day These walls have never felt so freeing
8.
THE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES OF MY CHILDHOOD 02:40
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I'll never do anything worthwhile I can't do anything right I can't even talk to anyone without closing off and it's wired in my brain Everyone just tolerates me but I know that no one actually likes me Maybe things were better when I was a kid Maybe it's when I closed myself off that I could actually enjoy my own company But I'll never know that cause I've fucked my brain up so much that I don't even know if my memories are real Oh what the fuck is this all worth Hide in the dark cause the world will only disappoint you Selfish miserable piece of shit Why can't I be someone else Life won't matter for much longer
9.
Evila Niet Dne 01:51
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Holding you in my arms, your eyes are red Blood spewing over the side of your head When did we decide that death was the end, end This was the end No warmth will ever comfort me When tyrants look down on the free Holding you in my arms, your eyes are red Blood spewing over the side of your head Today you chose to wear red You'll be alive in the end Seeing you everywhere My eyes are blank as I walk through the door Today will rest in my soul evermore You'll be alive in the end I'll be alive in the end We'll be alive in the end I'll travel through hell for your hand
10.
Human 02:12
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All the bliss from living And the pain inside me It connects to create an experience That I'll never want to forget To think that death never crossed my mind until now I'll admit, I'm afraid of what comes next But I'm sure we'll all heal, everything will be okay Every pure smile and every muffled scream Just being with you was enough for me I've loved you all but my time is here Don't ever forget Life is not about what you're given, it's about what you make of it You can do so much, you can be happy even if nothing is good I know you can do this So now this mass of flesh might be put to rest, but I won't ever forget The time I was human. Yeah! Yeah! Bleh Embrace this life. Thank You

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Written December 2022 to February 2023, Mariana Depths is my first album on reaper and with vocals. Although it's foundation is cybergrind, there is some exploration of ambient, dark ambient, mathcore, and doom.
Big thanks to:
Sakura Pups trevormisanthrope.bandcamp.com
Sleeping On Stardust sleepingonstardust.bandcamp.com
and livelivid for the amazing features!
Adaline from Static Ritual Recordings for mastering, art, and CD release!

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released February 17, 2023

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Alluce Moncton, New Brunswick

post-prog digital metal / cybergrind since 2021
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