1. |
Alive in the End
01:28
|
|
||
No, why, why'd it have to end like this
Myself swimming in a pool of me
No, why, why'd you have to do this
It's in my casket that I found the strength to live
No, this can't be the end
Forcing my mind awake
Take hold of this life and scream
Yes, I'll find a way out
No shot of giving in
Rise up and bathe in the sky
No, never again
All you have to do is look
|
||||
2. |
Because It's There
01:25
|
|
||
Inside yourself, there's a longing for something more than what we can see
I know you're struggling with affects as cold as ice, a weakened state of being
What you feel could not say more about this way of life, polarized and insufficiently loved
The paperman says the world is coming down in his visions and dreams, so we all must heed
You're not alone, no, I see it too
Behind his proclamations of doom and pestilence
We'll make it through, the door is right front of you
It's no philosophical mountain
But we're still climbing
What you feel is not a negative, channel this into your life, we can build something
The man in charge asks us which side we're on, he'll be on the receiving side of justice
Starting over, We won't give in
|
||||
3. |
|
|||
I don't know what'll happen in the fall
I don't know if our lust will end it all
Uncertainty in the scope of a generation, we're losing something and we don't know what
Don't ask me when this world will fall cause it could be tomorrow or never at all
There's a wicked stress in the air
Gunpowder lingers in your head
Mother nature screams to the dead
Can we live past this generation?
Living inside our own heads, reality takes a back seat
Now that you're stuck inside this dark room, you can be afraid of anything, anything
We all fall down
Ashes to assets
Rose through concrete cracks
Rise like molten earth
Stutter through pain
Panes of glass shatter
Quaking and terror skies
Devil men terrorize
Nothing is sacred
We’re all up for grabs
Reaching for penance
Picking at the scabs
Scripture won’t save you
Damned if you don’t do
What plague works tell you to
What monsters men will be
|
||||
4. |
|
|||
Looking at yourself, you cannot speak of the forbidden thoughts you resigned to the back of your mind
Enigma
Speaking to you, my mind obsesses over nullifying the things that you wanted to hide
Shame filled life
The people around you will suffer and your stubbornness will make sure that you die on this stupid pretty hill
Human ignorance may give you love but it's not real
Eyes like these
REMEMBER ME
Eyes like these
REMEMBER MY FACE
Why would you trade your soul
An entire life torn to shreds
Why can't we
Leave the days of
Looking at yourself, you cannot speak of the forbidden thoughts you resigned to the back of your mind
Enigma
Speaking to you, my mind obsesses over nullifying the things that you wanted to hide
Shame filled life
Looking into the mirror, no other options but to give you all I have, please, just for one last chance oh
Mariana you're so pretty, won't you share some inner peace with me, your local suffering freak oh
All these voices commanding me
Carry over the weight of this flesh
Every ounce on the scale of god
Feed me envy and greed of the fall
I won't take this anymore, your victim complex
Running around destroying worlds like a hurricane
I fell for you once but your spell won't work again
Your eyes are like on ocean, your heart is like a knife tearing me to shreds again
Your eyes are like on ocean, your heart is like a knife tearing me to shreds again
|
||||
5. |
|
|||
Imagine yourself
Bathing in cold thoughts
No warmth, feeble mind dazed across
The maze, insulate
I'm awake at night, I'm awake at night dead
I'm asleep at day, I'm asleep at my wake
I slept through my days, and I'm asleep at
Night turns into days of misremembered
Thoughts of emptiness of form consuming
This darkness is waiting to kill me
Imagine yourself
Bathing in cold thoughts
No warmth, feeble mind dazed across
The maze, insulate
|
||||
6. |
Dust
01:49
|
|
||
I turn to dust
I turn to dust
I turn to dust
I turn to dust
I turn to dust
I turn to dust
I won't take a piece of my soul out just to fit to your world
I'm my own motherfucking person with my own hopes and dreams
I won't sit in a house that fucking takes everything and lobotomizes
I turn to dust
Take a piece of my soul out just to fit to your world
I'm my own motherfucking person with my own hopes and dreams
I won't sit in a house that fucking takes everything and lobotomizes
I turn to dust
(incoherent)
|
||||
7. |
|
|||
The body from my past is blurry like the future
The present moment looks like blood soaked sutures
If no one turns their ears on and blankets feel like chains
What the fuck can I say in my darkest day
These walls have never felt so freeing
|
||||
8. |
|
|||
I'll never do anything worthwhile
I can't do anything right
I can't even talk to anyone without closing off and it's wired in my brain
Everyone just tolerates me but I know that no one actually likes me
Maybe things were better when I was a kid
Maybe it's when I closed myself off that I could actually enjoy my own company
But I'll never know that cause I've fucked my brain up so much that I don't even know if my memories are real
Oh what the fuck is this all worth
Hide in the dark cause the world will only disappoint you
Selfish miserable piece of shit
Why can't I be someone else
Life won't matter for much longer
|
||||
9. |
Evila Niet Dne
01:51
|
|
||
Holding you in my arms, your eyes are red
Blood spewing over the side of your head
When did we decide that death was the end, end
This was the end
No warmth will ever comfort me
When tyrants look down on the free
Holding you in my arms, your eyes are red
Blood spewing over the side of your head
Today you chose to wear red
You'll be alive in the end
Seeing you everywhere
My eyes are blank as I walk through the door
Today will rest in my soul evermore
You'll be alive in the end
I'll be alive in the end
We'll be alive in the end
I'll travel through hell for your hand
|
||||
10. |
Human
02:12
|
|
||
All the bliss from living
And the pain inside me
It connects to create an experience
That I'll never want to forget
To think that death never crossed my mind until now
I'll admit, I'm afraid of what comes next
But I'm sure we'll all heal, everything will be okay
Every pure smile and every muffled scream
Just being with you was enough for me
I've loved you all but my time is here
Don't ever forget
Life is not about what you're given, it's about what you make of it
You can do so much, you can be happy even if nothing is good
I know you can do this
So now this mass of flesh might be put to rest, but I won't ever forget
The time I was human.
Yeah!
Yeah!
Bleh
Embrace this life. Thank You
|
Alluce Moncton, New Brunswick
post-prog digital metal / cybergrind since 2021
MUSIC!!!!!
Thanks for checking this
out :3
I make CDs esoterarecords.bandcamp.com
I have a wackier side project
motherboardblossom.bandcamp.com
... more
Streaming and Download help
If you like Alluce, you may also like:
Bandcamp Daily your guide to the world of Bandcamp